车库里的不切实际

什么时候会有超级赌烂的情绪？
就是现在

在很down很down要找人聊天说话
却发现对方在一个很遥远的地方
妈的

和朋友谈了很多
谈到了以前的事情感觉看法相处方式
是愉悦的
可以有这么一个知己
至少可以舒缓一下毒烂的感觉

工作上很讨厌
很讨厌很讨厌很讨厌

第一次觉得有被欺负的感觉
只是没有离开的魄力。。

我知道自己不够勇敢
一直都知道的

唉。。。
希望在不顺利之后
伴随着的是开心

amtf

有时候，
真的不相信有人可以无聊到极点
然后无耻到极点


好问是好事
好问到讨人厌就是罪过

that's damn busy to me for the past 2 week.
that's kl fashion week,
a lot of shows, event and function to attend.
see what show i did recently
- a church talk presentation,
- Snips show at sg wang
- Jaspal show at One u
- Triump show at One u
- Passion at Palace of golden horses
- Keith Kee bridal show x 2 at midvalley
- attent gala for one u fashion week.

- attent MODA fashion show tonite.

it's happen on almost 9 days
which means i need to pre-edit the music for the show,
and some show i need to be there either to coodinate or play music
it's tired,
very very tired
somemore having arguement with my best fren ben
(i'm sorry ben, but after that i proof that becoz of lady matter, so i get anger easier.)

anyway,
it's over.

你相信，友情会用完吗？

那天和好朋友吵架
心里就开始一直在想着这一句话
如果真得无法一起工作
何苦要赔上友情？

我需要一个假期
想清楚
然后也给对方时间
不要太依赖彼此

一两个月就还好
不想要原是好意的帮忙
结束于友情的交恶。

休息一下吧！

Money is not everything. There's Mastercard & Visa.

One should love animals. They are so tasty.

Save water. Shower with your girlfriend.

Love the neighbor. But don't get caught.

Behind every successful man, there is a woman. And behind every unsuccessful man, there are two. 
 

Every man should marry. After all, happiness is not the only thing in life.

The wise never marry, And when they marry they become otherwise.

Success is a relative term. It brings so many relatives.

Never put off the work till tomorrow what you can put off today.

Children in backseats cause accidents. Accidents in backseats cause children.

Your future depends on your dreams." So go to sleep.

There should be a better way to start a day than waking up every morning.

Hard work never killed anybody." But why take the risk?

The more you learn, the more you know, The more you know, the more you forget.The more you forget, the less you know. So why bother to learn.

It's you straights who have all the special rights. You straights have the special right to marry. You straights have the special right to be in the military, go out on a date with the person you love, talk about it the next day, and not get kicked out for it. You straights have the special right not to be prevented from visiting your loved one in the hospital.... To say that gays and lesbians are asking for special rights is the height of lunacy.

Elijah Elders

转不转工？
机会在
却是完全不一样的工作

一个私家侦探
一个是客户服务
唉。。

similiar to big fish
this is a movie can make you really think off
no matter you smart or dumb
just be yourself
stay peaceful
calm
dont be talkative
cause this will show how stupid you are.

that's what i learn recently

love this movie

我变了
开始学会妥协了
以前只穿nike袜子
现在也可以接受esprit,padini...
以前只能抽salem light
现在发现pallmall也不错
以前觉得只有nike是运动鞋
现在觉得puma adidas timberland 其实也很好看

我变了
龟毛的个性一再改变
不能接受的事或人都在妥协
没什么好不开心的
我告诉自己
没什么好开心的
一切都会过去

讨厌雨天
却也渐渐地接受雨天
讨厌白天
却还是得去上班

我变了
真的变了

在想着一个故人
一个当年没有珍惜
现在也不知道去了那里的故人
当时不是不喜欢她的
只是
人们总不珍惜轻易得到的人
总以为对方会一直在那里
等着
等着

她是一个学妹
一个很明确让我知道她喜欢我的学妹
不是不喜欢她的
却只在她找到别人后
才开始要珍惜

迟了

当时总以为没什么了不起
我有才华
还怕没有人喜欢么？

怕了
却不敢让人家知道
装着很勇敢

今天add到一个好像是她的朋友
就突然想起她来了

8 年后的今天
我还记得你
为我贫乏的记忆喝彩！

有凤
你好吗？

Grandma passes away on 21.march. 09.
with aged 102 years old ( if Chinese calculation, she's live for 1 century)
(actual age is 97 years old.)
We are prepared since the day she fell down,
just shock for happen so fast.

Of course I’m very sad.
it seems some playback on what she said.
I still remember, during last year dec,
me and auntie help grandma to take bath
I help her to cut her hair.
She was asking me: do you know how old ah mah ar?
I answered: 97 la
she said: no, ah mah this year 96 la..

I’m sad.
Just she pass away peaceful
I don’t want to cry in front of her or anyone
so I can just control.

3 years ago, I lost my father
3 years later; I lost my grandma who takes care of me during childhood.
She’s the one teach me how to cook during 8 years old.
(I don’t even know i have to put oil before I fried egg.)
she's the one force me to drink milk instead of milo
(i hate milk in fact)
she's the one scold me/ argue with me and cause me pukul by my mom
she's also the one hide my key / wallet / anything that i din keep properly.

i miss her.
After 10 days.
i know that's always loss in our life,
i know i hav to be strong, brave to accept it.

i just felt tired to grow up
and thanks for all my friends.
i love you.

If a new medicine were developed that would cure arthritis but  cause a fatal reaction in 1 percent of those who took it, would you want it to be released to the public?

我会
可以牺牲一小撮人
来拯救一大群人
为何不?

可能有人觉得残忍
人生本来就是残忍了
而且至少还有复原的机会
为何不？

If you counld spend one year in perfect happiness but afterward would remember nothing of the experience would you do so? If not, why not?

i will, at least i happy at that point of time, it's still worth for it.

曾经开心过
好过懵懂一辈子
虽然不能记得什么
重点是当下我是开心的。

If you were to die this evening with no opportunity to communicate with anyone, what would you most regret not having told someone? Why haven't you told them yet?

想对父亲说对不起
却只能等大去之日
亲口再道歉

不是不要说
而是不能说

Do you believe in ghosts or evil spirits? would you willing to spend a night alone in a remote house that is supposedly haunted?

不
我怕鬼

我相信世界这么大
肯定有一些我们以外的生灵
但既然彼此存在不同的世界
就不用互相打扰了
呵呵

我承认我怕

For a person you loved deeply, would you be willing to move to a distant country knowing there would be little chance of seeing your friends or family again?

我的答案是不会
爱情很重要
可是没有了家人朋友
我什么都不是

情愿让爱情保持一定的距离
也不愿意失去赖以为生的朋友家人

一个人在异乡
谁知道会不会有任何变数？
值得吗？

现阶段的我，
如果可以得到一个愿望
我想我只能说我是个俗人

我希望可以有丰裕的财务自由
我可以选择自己喜欢的工作
安排自己享受的生活
家人都可以得到很好的安排

曾经有人跟我说过
只要是钱可以解决的问题
都不是问题
当时我质疑
现在我同意

（那人现在都当上父亲了，恭喜恭喜）

老了
没有能力风花雪月了
只能在能力范围内
要求一片宁静。

我完蛋了
将会忙到死
我要找工
努力找工